randum

watching cheaters...i know, i know!!! lol snapped out my body & ordered $250 in Miss Jessie's products-still & forever experimenting w/this natural hair of mine. it is my goal to direct people to my blog cos i want to blog for a living while i get my shyt together. i've been reading the Jessica N. Watkins (www.femistrypress.com) series, there are 4 volumes & i'm on volume #2. overall, the story is a good one. there are some typos that my OCD can't overlook, but hell, we're all human. i like the fact that her books are not "perfect" cos i see her growing from one to the next. have some Creme de la Creme sitting in my hair now. it's almost 1 p.m. & i'm just now eating some oatmeal & 3 boiled eggs. i keep putting off this meeting i need to have w/myself because that will make it official that i am a business woman & that i am tha shyt!!! tell me why i'm afraid of the successful outcome i'm finna have???!!! crazy...i know, but you have to know the whole strory to understand why i'm so creative, yet humble. i am enjoying life cos i am dreaming, planning, & executing my dreams!!! after a break from school last trimester, i am going back w/a student desk & chair!!! that's big for me cos i always prayed for a calm place to study & my place wasn't it @ first. w/a lot of soul searching, getting my mind right, & incense burning...i have a comfortable enough place to study. i wanted a desk & chair for so long, but never felt comfortable enough here to buy it. since i have executed my exit strategy from the hood, i am happy, content, & motivated. i know that real soon, i will live in a house w/a yard that i can plant & grow in. a home where i can sit in the backyard & read & swim. a home that i will keep immaculate. a home i will entertain in once a month big time you don't wanna miss this night entertain. :) this ain't living, but i am making the best of my situation as i know it will be just a matter of time before i'm a R.N. getting that long paper. i just love me!!! just came up w/another idea for a book! can't blog everything cos people be eye hustling & stealing ideas! lol i have to eat my eggs now & pray for the strength to exercise @ least once this week. i also need to really clean the LR. later...LG!!! :)